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I almost did a bad,bad thing last night! HAHA! So BAD but SOOO Good!
I have a major problem with being -well, unfulfilled-uh...yeah. I need to say f-u, in the nicest way possible- I think thats what he wants anyway. Hes very good at getting people to leave him, when he doesn't want to do the dirty work. What the hell am I to do? He's all hot to leave this city- so I tell him to go. "do what you need to do"- thats all I said. Im not going to beg him to stay. He needs to be around "creative' People, not all these losers here in dallas. Oh! there's a contradiction- remember? "you don't need other people to define who you are..." yeah right. Thanks for your time and lip service. I respect you, I love you, I believe in you, but you are not going to drag me down for no reason. Just so I can be left in the ruins when its all over. Can you be anymore destructive? Maybe I can't be creative on the out side, but you have no idea what goes on in my head- Trust me honey, I am a creative genius! I need to find someone that isn't going to quit- or leave when everything sux. Peace and love forever.
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